[TEXT TO rockstarwarbler]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

Can I talk to you? If you're mad at me, too, I understand...

Comments

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

See, that's the thing. I... don't really know what I think about relationships and sex. I'm just... I don't really know.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

I don't know what I'm doing, Blaine. I really don't. I just don't wanna be confused anymore. And I don't wanna get hurt.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

I don't know! I don't think I'm going to fuck Sebastian at this point, because I opened my big mouth and said I was a virgin. And I don't wanna throw things away with Nicky, but maybe it's better for us both in the long run? I don't know. I don't know anything.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

No, I haven't been smoking crack! I'm not taking pleasure in it, not even for a minute. I don't wanna lose him, Blaine, but what the hell is he gonna think when he catches me perving on his ass or something? I can't do that. I can't be that guy.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

What am I supposed to say to him, Blaine? "I realized I'm not straight when Sebastian caught me perving on your ass... and his?" Nobody wants their BFF perving on them, especially when they don't even like guys.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

I don't deserve a lot of things, Blaine. I get that. I'm trying to protect Nick, though. I really am. Sometimes you have to hurt people to help them in the long run.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]

[warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com]

Forget it, Blaine. I'm not trying to be an ass. I'm seriously not.

[rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com]