http://warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] alwaysawarbler2012-03-13 04:42 pm
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Can I talk to you? If you're mad at me, too, I understand...
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[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-15 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, and he's my straight best friend, and that would just be dumb. I wouldn't perve on him, right? It wouldn't make any sense. I don't know... But he would've slept with you, even if you were a virgin... I think.

I guess, but wouldn't it be better to learn about something from somebody who's done it a lot?

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-15 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You can't be attracted to straight guys when you're gay, cuz it's stupid and you'll just get hurt, right? And don't worry, I wouldn't perve on Kurt. He's a great looking guy, but also your guy.

I don't know... I'd think it might help if one person wasn't nervous and new at it.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-16 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
I'm a fucking idiot... I thought Sebastian was seriously trying to help me... Or something... IDK. Fuck.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-18 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what his motivation was, but I'm not looking for a boyfriend or anything... I just figured it would be a good way to figure stuff out, but now I think I'm just fucked on all sides, and not in the good way.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-19 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't even know about it myself until Sebastian called me out on it... IDK, Blaine. I mean, I already had my first time, and it wasn't all that special, it just happened... But I haven't had my first time with a guy, so I guess... I don't know... I just don't.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-19 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
See, that's the thing. I... don't really know what I think about relationships and sex. I'm just... I don't really know.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-19 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know what I'm doing, Blaine. I really don't. I just don't wanna be confused anymore. And I don't wanna get hurt.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-19 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know! I don't think I'm going to fuck Sebastian at this point, because I opened my big mouth and said I was a virgin. And I don't wanna throw things away with Nicky, but maybe it's better for us both in the long run? I don't know. I don't know anything.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-19 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I haven't been smoking crack! I'm not taking pleasure in it, not even for a minute. I don't wanna lose him, Blaine, but what the hell is he gonna think when he catches me perving on his ass or something? I can't do that. I can't be that guy.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-20 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
What am I supposed to say to him, Blaine? "I realized I'm not straight when Sebastian caught me perving on your ass... and his?" Nobody wants their BFF perving on them, especially when they don't even like guys.

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-22 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't deserve a lot of things, Blaine. I get that. I'm trying to protect Nick, though. I really am. Sometimes you have to hurt people to help them in the long run.

[identity profile] rockstarwarbler.livejournal.com 2012-03-22 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Edited 2012-03-22 12:11 (UTC)

[identity profile] warble-on-jeff.livejournal.com 2012-03-23 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Forget it, Blaine. I'm not trying to be an ass. I'm seriously not.
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